I am Eva. 20, almost there and going nowhere. I hail from Singapore but I am currently living in Indiana. Home is 23 hours away by flight and I miss it. I like: Literature, gigs, music (see last.fm), writing amateur poetry/prose, all-day breakfasts, adventures, chawanmushi, tea and spontaneity.

I write stuff here

You can also find me at Lastfm.
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I just want my best friends around me and tell me everything is going to be okay.

I just want the reassurance that this isn’t just dutch courage and I know what the hell I want and what I am doing. Because I don’t know how to convince myself.

I just never thought I would end up in a situation like this: when telling the truth meant you would be hated and you proceed to do stupid things because you can’t think of anything else to do.

All I can offer you is, sloppy syntax and a pathetic excuse for comfort. Maybe you will forget about this soon enough, and so will I.

15,000 miles away from home, never felt lonelier and more lost. 

Feb 10th at 5AM / reblog / 1 note
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