I just want my best friends around me and tell me everything is going to be okay.
I just want the reassurance that this isn’t just dutch courage and I know what the hell I want and what I am doing. Because I don’t know how to convince myself.
I just never thought I would end up in a situation like this: when telling the truth meant you would be hated and you proceed to do stupid things because you can’t think of anything else to do.
All I can offer you is, sloppy syntax and a pathetic excuse for comfort. Maybe you will forget about this soon enough, and so will I.
15,000 miles away from home, never felt lonelier and more lost.
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