March 2012
23 posts
haveyoueverwantedtodisappear asked: oh, oh, i [miss] you like a love song baby~
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I don’t know whether I am just going through a bad phase in life now or I am just feeling down as hell for no good reason. Either way, it’s horrible. I feel horrible. I cannot do physical interaction with anyone without feeling like I need to 1. get away 2. be alone 3.disappear (both them and I).
I just want familiarity and assurance that I am/can be a functioning social human being.
“Shape without form, shade without colour
Paralysed force, gesture without...”
– “The Hollow Men”, T.S. Eliot
Here's a date idea. →
tinytractor:
Someone bring the booze, I’ll supply the needles and scrounge up some ink. Anyone want to get drunk with me; we’ll put on some music and then give each other homemade tattoos?
Taking applicants now.
I am taking the slots from March 12th - March 18th.
February 2012
43 posts
Okay somehow tumblr staff blog keeps posting stuff on my tumblr, and I think its a virus of some sort. D: IT’S SO ANNOYING.
Need I explain more.
Bon Iver: And I told you to be patient, and I told you to be fine. I told you to be balanced, and I told you to be kind, but now all your love is wasted. And then who the hell was I?
Death Cab: So one last touch and then you'll go and we'll pretend that it meant something so much more. But it was vile, and it was cheap and you are beautiful but you don't mean a thing to me. Yeah, you are beautiful but you don't mean a thing to me
Radiohead: But I can't help the feeling I could blow through the ceiling if I just turn and run. And it wears me out... It wears me out. If I could be who you wanted, if I could be who you wanted all the time... all the time.
Brand New: You are calm and reposed, let your beauty unfold. Pale white like the skin stretched over your bones, spring keeps you ever close. You are secondhand smoke, you are so fragile and thin standing trial for your sins. Holding onto yourself the best you can. You are the smell before rain, you are the blood in my veins.
Nicki Minaj: You a stupid hoe, you a you a stupid hoe. You a stupid hoe, you a you a stupid hoe. You a stupid hoe, you a you a stupid hoe. You a stupid hoe, you a you a stupid hoe. You a stupid hoe, yeah you a you a stupid hoe.You a stupid hoe you a you a stupid hoe. You stupid stupid, you a stupid hoe
I really need to 1. get off the internet 2. fix my body clock
How is that even possible.
I have an exam in 5 hours. And of course I have not slept for the night and my desk is covered with papers/books/mess that is unrelated to what I should be doing right now.
“Breathe in, breath out. Oxygen is carcinogenic and likely puts a limit on our...”
– Jeanette Winterson, Weight: The Myth of Atlas and Heracles
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“Of all the words of mice and men, the saddest are, “It might have been.”
– Kurt Vonnegut (via loveyourchaos)
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Life as an exchange student on pass/fail. Writing a 5 page essay in one sitting and going to start on another 8 page one with equal reckless abandon. First weekend spent drowning in work (the backlog is ridiculous), I guess that is the price I pay for partying the past 6 weeks away.
I just want my best friends around me and tell me everything is going to be okay.
I just want the reassurance that this isn’t just dutch courage and I know what the hell I want and what I am doing. Because I don’t know how to convince myself.
I just never thought I would end up in a situation like this: when telling the truth meant you would be hated and you proceed to do stupid...
